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بعد عشر سنين من الفراق ... أهديك أخي شيئاً من الأوراق ( قصتي ) الإستاندر السعودي
تم تعطيل الجافا سكربت. للحصول على تجربة أفضل، الرجاء تمكين الجافا سكربت في المتصفح الخاص بك قبل المتابعة.
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<blockquote data-quote="الإستاندر السعودي" data-source="post: 806208" data-attributes="member: 6430"><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><p style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: 18px"><span style="color: #4b0082">لك أنت فقط يا أخي</span></span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><img src="http://i.ytimg.com/vi/0v-UgNnqWiM/0.jpg" alt="" class="fr-fic fr-dii fr-draggable " style="" /></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><span style="color: purple">استميحكم عذراً ...</span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><span style="color: purple"></span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><span style="color: purple">فسأترك لمشاعري البوح ...</span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><span style="color: purple"></span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><span style="color: purple">فلها حقٌ علي بعد تلك السنين من الإنتظار ...</span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>=============</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><span style="font-size: 18px"><span style="color: black"><em><u>بعد عشر سنين من الفراق ... أهديك أخي شيئاً من الأوراق</u></em></span></span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>عبدالسلام</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><img src="http://www.alrahalat.com/vb/uploaded/3583_01256479087.jpg" alt="" class="fr-fic fr-dii fr-draggable " style="" /></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><span style="color: purple">قبل ... الثـ (الحادث) ـناء ... بعد .................... </span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>سلسلة حلقات الثلاث ارويها لكم بعد اخفاء عبراتها طوال تلك السنين العشر الماضية ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><span style="font-size: 18px"><span style="color: black"></span></span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><span style="font-size: 18px"><span style="color: black">((((( قبل )))))</span></span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>حينما كنت الإبن المدلل ابن ست سنوات ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كنت الطفل المحبوب لوالدي واخوتي ... فكنت طفلا خجولا لا يكاد يسمع لي صوت أو بكاء</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كنت ممن يستقبل والدي بالتهليل والفرح وكان يحملني من باب الفناء إلى غرفته ويستبدل ثوبه بقميصه ويحملني مرةً أخرى إلى مكان جلوسه</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كان يعيش في قلبي ... فكيف بقلب طفلٍ إذا احب </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><img src="http://www.vp.rghh.com/imgcache/0/232009/62640.imgcache.jpg" alt="" class="fr-fic fr-dii fr-draggable " style="" /></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>في يوم من الأيام ... لا أكاد اتذكر احداثه جيداً ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>إلا أنني اذكر بكاء امي ... بكاء اخوتي جميعاً ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كنت كعادتي ... صامتاً ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>رأيت بيت جدي والناس من حوله ملتمين ... دخلت وانا لا اعلم ماجرى ... ذهبت لألعب لوحدي كعادتي .... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>بعدها كثر الناس واصبح البيت مزدحم من أناس لا اعرفهم</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>ذهبت لأمي .... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>أمي ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>لماذا تبكين .؟</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>بعد إلحاح ... ولست من الملحين ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>إلا أن ذاك اليوم ... أول يوم في حياتي أعيش في رهبة ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><img src="http://www.arabiclenses.com/uploaded/4178_1172339778.jpg" alt="" class="fr-fic fr-dii fr-draggable " style="" /></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>قالت لي أمي ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>وبعد يأس ....</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>أديب ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>مات أبوك يا أديب ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><img src="http://www.alamuae.com/gallery/data/media/73/1577324-b8ebab668812e3a2.jpg" alt="" class="fr-fic fr-dii fr-draggable " style="" /></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>لم اعرف بعد معنى الموت ... قلت لها ... وأين هو الآن .؟</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>قالت في القبر خلاص لن تراه بعد اليوم ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>لن تراه بعد اليوم</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>لن .. تراه .. بعد .. اليوم ..</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>لن .. لن .. تراه ..... تراه .....</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>سكت ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>.</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>.</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>.</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>ذهلت</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>.</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>.</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>. </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>لماذا أبي تركنا هكذا .؟ </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>ماذا فعلنا .؟ </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>لآبد من سبب أزعله ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>.</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>.</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>.</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>قلت لأمي ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>أريد أن اكلمه بالتلفون ...!</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>لحظات ... حملوني ممن كان حولي وبدأو يبكون وهم يحتضنوني ... لا اذكرهم ... فقط .!</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>ارى وجه امي حينها ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>تبكي ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>إلى هنا ... سأكتفي بقصة رحيل أبي ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كنت الوحيد في بيت اهلي ممن شعر بفقد ابيه وهو لا يعلم معنى الفراق ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>فإخوتي الأصغر مني لا يعرفون شيئاً حينها ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>يوماً بعد يوم ... رأيت أبي وحنانه في تعامل أخي عبدالسلام ... رحمه الله</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كان يبادرني الشوق وحملي دوماً ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كان يأخذني لأنام معه ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كنت اتوسد يده ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كنت أشعر ... بتقبيله رأسي اثناء نومي ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كبرت وكبر معي حبي وتعلقي بعبدالسلام ....</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>سنوات قليلة ... حينها كدت ان انسى أبي ... لأني لم أعد أفتقده بعد وجود عبدالسلام ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كنت اذهب معه دوماً لمهام البيت واحتياجاته</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كان يجعلني اسعد قدر ما يستطيع ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كان يترك لي مقود السيارة من وإلى البيت إذا كان الطريق آمناً ... وانا لم أزل ذا العاشر من العمر ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>وإذا خرجنا للبر حيث الرمال الذهبية ... يترك لي السيارة اذهب لأي مكان لوحدي ... حتى تمكنت من القيادة وتملكت سيارة خاصةً بي وانا ذا الثالث عشر من العمر ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كان يعيش في قلبي .. قصة عشق ... حتى إذا قال شيئاً اراه قول فصل لا ثناء عنه ..</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>فكنت أزبد وأرعد إذا نفى احد قوله ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>حتى كبرت .. واصبحت شاباً بالغاً في ظاهري إلا أنني طفلاً صغيراً عند أخي ... كنت أعيش الحنان والحب والتربية الرائعة ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كان يربيني تربية بلا صراخ ولا ضرب ... حتى إن أشد عذاب يلقيه علي حينما أخطىء ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>رؤيته حزينناً مما بدري مني ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>فأهب بالإعتذار وأحمد الله أنني لا أخطىء وأنا أعلم أنه خطأ فكان يعذرني وأنتهي حينها ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>قرب زواجه ... سعدت بحياته الجديدة ... كنت كالطير يرفرف حوله من الفرح ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>أخذ زوجتة ... سافرا للخارج ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>أحسست بفرااااااغ قاتل .... كيف الحياة بدونك أخي .!؟</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>لكن كان العزاء ... هو سعادته آن ذاك بزوجته الجديدة ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>مرت سنوات ورزقا ببنت اسمياها ( شذى ) ... ثم بـ ( شادن ) ... ثم بـ ( ريان ) ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كان الجميع يحملون ابنائه دوماً من حبهم له ... فكيف بي وأنا ابنه وروحه وحياته ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كنت لا اجلس حينما يكونون موجودين ... الآعبهم واستمتع بإسعادهم ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>كانت ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>لحظات ......</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>من سنين رائعة ... </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><span style="font-size: 18px"><span style="color: black">((((((((( ليتني سبقتك ))))))))))</span></span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>اللهم لا اعتراض</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>إلى هنا ... تنتهي الحلقة الأولى من ( <span style="color: black">قبل </span>) ... وموعدنا بالغد بإذن الله مع حلقة ( <span style="color: black">أثناء </span>) ...</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>إلى هنا ...... سامحوني </p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>الإستاندر السعودي</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>=========</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong><span style="color: black"><span style="font-size: 15px">تنويه :-</span></span></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong>لا أسمح بنقل هذه السلسلة خارج هذا المنتدى ... مع الإعتذار لذلكـ</p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></strong></span></span></span></span></span></strong></p><p style="text-align: center"><strong><span style="font-family: 'Traditional Arabic'"><span style="font-size: 15px"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 12px"><span style="color: darkred"><strong></p></p> <p style="text-align: center"></strong><p style="text-align: center"></p></p> <p style="text-align: center"></span><p style="text-align: center"></p></p> <p style="text-align: center"></span><p style="text-align: center"></p></p> <p style="text-align: center"></span><p style="text-align: center"></p></p> <p style="text-align: center"></span><p style="text-align: center"></p></p> <p style="text-align: center"></span><p style="text-align: center"></p></p> <p style="text-align: center"></strong><p style="text-align: center"></p> </p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="الإستاندر السعودي, post: 806208, member: 6430"] [CENTER][B][FONT=Traditional Arabic][SIZE=4][FONT=Arial Black][SIZE=3][COLOR=darkred][B][CENTER][COLOR=darkred][COLOR=indigo][/COLOR][/COLOR][SIZE=5][COLOR=#4b0082]لك أنت فقط يا أخي[/COLOR][/SIZE] [IMG]http://i.ytimg.com/vi/0v-UgNnqWiM/0.jpg[/IMG] [COLOR=purple]استميحكم عذراً ... فسأترك لمشاعري البوح ... فلها حقٌ علي بعد تلك السنين من الإنتظار ...[/COLOR] ============= [SIZE=5][COLOR=black][I][U]بعد عشر سنين من الفراق ... أهديك أخي شيئاً من الأوراق[/U][/I][/COLOR][/SIZE] عبدالسلام [IMG]http://www.alrahalat.com/vb/uploaded/3583_01256479087.jpg[/IMG] [COLOR=purple]قبل ... الثـ (الحادث) ـناء ... بعد .................... [/COLOR] سلسلة حلقات الثلاث ارويها لكم بعد اخفاء عبراتها طوال تلك السنين العشر الماضية ... [SIZE=5][COLOR=black] ((((( قبل )))))[/COLOR][/SIZE] حينما كنت الإبن المدلل ابن ست سنوات ... كنت الطفل المحبوب لوالدي واخوتي ... فكنت طفلا خجولا لا يكاد يسمع لي صوت أو بكاء كنت ممن يستقبل والدي بالتهليل والفرح وكان يحملني من باب الفناء إلى غرفته ويستبدل ثوبه بقميصه ويحملني مرةً أخرى إلى مكان جلوسه كان يعيش في قلبي ... فكيف بقلب طفلٍ إذا احب [IMG]http://www.vp.rghh.com/imgcache/0/232009/62640.imgcache.jpg[/IMG] في يوم من الأيام ... لا أكاد اتذكر احداثه جيداً ... إلا أنني اذكر بكاء امي ... بكاء اخوتي جميعاً ... كنت كعادتي ... صامتاً ... رأيت بيت جدي والناس من حوله ملتمين ... دخلت وانا لا اعلم ماجرى ... ذهبت لألعب لوحدي كعادتي .... بعدها كثر الناس واصبح البيت مزدحم من أناس لا اعرفهم ذهبت لأمي .... أمي ... لماذا تبكين .؟ بعد إلحاح ... ولست من الملحين ... إلا أن ذاك اليوم ... أول يوم في حياتي أعيش في رهبة ... [IMG]http://www.arabiclenses.com/uploaded/4178_1172339778.jpg[/IMG] قالت لي أمي ... وبعد يأس .... أديب ... مات أبوك يا أديب ... [IMG]http://www.alamuae.com/gallery/data/media/73/1577324-b8ebab668812e3a2.jpg[/IMG] لم اعرف بعد معنى الموت ... قلت لها ... وأين هو الآن .؟ قالت في القبر خلاص لن تراه بعد اليوم ... لن تراه بعد اليوم لن .. تراه .. بعد .. اليوم .. لن .. لن .. تراه ..... تراه ..... سكت ... . . . ذهلت . . . لماذا أبي تركنا هكذا .؟ ماذا فعلنا .؟ لآبد من سبب أزعله ... . . . قلت لأمي ... أريد أن اكلمه بالتلفون ...! لحظات ... حملوني ممن كان حولي وبدأو يبكون وهم يحتضنوني ... لا اذكرهم ... فقط .! ارى وجه امي حينها ... تبكي ... إلى هنا ... سأكتفي بقصة رحيل أبي ... كنت الوحيد في بيت اهلي ممن شعر بفقد ابيه وهو لا يعلم معنى الفراق ... فإخوتي الأصغر مني لا يعرفون شيئاً حينها ... يوماً بعد يوم ... رأيت أبي وحنانه في تعامل أخي عبدالسلام ... رحمه الله كان يبادرني الشوق وحملي دوماً ... كان يأخذني لأنام معه ... كنت اتوسد يده ... كنت أشعر ... بتقبيله رأسي اثناء نومي ... كبرت وكبر معي حبي وتعلقي بعبدالسلام .... سنوات قليلة ... حينها كدت ان انسى أبي ... لأني لم أعد أفتقده بعد وجود عبدالسلام ... كنت اذهب معه دوماً لمهام البيت واحتياجاته كان يجعلني اسعد قدر ما يستطيع ... كان يترك لي مقود السيارة من وإلى البيت إذا كان الطريق آمناً ... وانا لم أزل ذا العاشر من العمر ... وإذا خرجنا للبر حيث الرمال الذهبية ... يترك لي السيارة اذهب لأي مكان لوحدي ... حتى تمكنت من القيادة وتملكت سيارة خاصةً بي وانا ذا الثالث عشر من العمر ... كان يعيش في قلبي .. قصة عشق ... حتى إذا قال شيئاً اراه قول فصل لا ثناء عنه .. فكنت أزبد وأرعد إذا نفى احد قوله ... حتى كبرت .. واصبحت شاباً بالغاً في ظاهري إلا أنني طفلاً صغيراً عند أخي ... كنت أعيش الحنان والحب والتربية الرائعة ... كان يربيني تربية بلا صراخ ولا ضرب ... حتى إن أشد عذاب يلقيه علي حينما أخطىء ... رؤيته حزينناً مما بدري مني ... فأهب بالإعتذار وأحمد الله أنني لا أخطىء وأنا أعلم أنه خطأ فكان يعذرني وأنتهي حينها ... قرب زواجه ... سعدت بحياته الجديدة ... كنت كالطير يرفرف حوله من الفرح ... أخذ زوجتة ... سافرا للخارج ... أحسست بفرااااااغ قاتل .... كيف الحياة بدونك أخي .!؟ لكن كان العزاء ... هو سعادته آن ذاك بزوجته الجديدة ... مرت سنوات ورزقا ببنت اسمياها ( شذى ) ... ثم بـ ( شادن ) ... ثم بـ ( ريان ) ... كان الجميع يحملون ابنائه دوماً من حبهم له ... فكيف بي وأنا ابنه وروحه وحياته ... كنت لا اجلس حينما يكونون موجودين ... الآعبهم واستمتع بإسعادهم ... كانت ... لحظات ...... من سنين رائعة ... [SIZE=5][COLOR=black]((((((((( ليتني سبقتك ))))))))))[/COLOR][/SIZE] اللهم لا اعتراض إلى هنا ... تنتهي الحلقة الأولى من ( [COLOR=black]قبل [/COLOR]) ... وموعدنا بالغد بإذن الله مع حلقة ( [COLOR=black]أثناء [/COLOR]) ... إلى هنا ...... سامحوني الإستاندر السعودي ========= [COLOR=black][SIZE=4]تنويه :-[/SIZE][/COLOR] لا أسمح بنقل هذه السلسلة خارج هذا المنتدى ... مع الإعتذار لذلكـ [/CENTER][/B][CENTER][/center][/COLOR][CENTER][/center][/SIZE][CENTER][/center][/FONT][CENTER][/center][/SIZE][CENTER][/center][/FONT][CENTER][/center][/B][CENTER][/CENTER] [/CENTER] [/QUOTE]
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